the day i met him....
it's like i'm in heaven....
the day that we're together....
it's amazing....
then the day i said goodbye to him....
it's completely nothing....

the whole world crashed at my very own hands
my eyes cry for there's no tomorrow
my minds twiching for it doesn't know what to do
my heart bleeds for there's no one to love
and my soul breaks for there is no meaning to live in this world

he mean the world to me....
but he just said i was nothing to him....
that's what aches....
the one that you had loved all your life don't care about you
it's like the heaven and hell crashed inside of your very own...
it aches...

it's been a while since he talked to me that way....
the way he smiles at me....
the way he told me that he loves me....
it's all gone....
for him not to care about me anymore....

why does fate so cruel to me?
why does this so called god hate me?
why i this happening to me?
am i that different?
am i that easy to fool?

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but i thank the people that are helping me to move on....
this i somewhat a letter of gratitude to you my dearest friends....
i thank you for all of that....
it is really much appreciated....
don't worry, i'll take the advices....i'll do anything just to forget it....
thanks again....